Saturday, April 19, 2008

Sunday, April 13, 2008

1 week gone.

Spring break! Yay!
1 week gone.
It's probably been the slowest week of my life. I don't know if I am excited for lacrosse or what but.
Nothing really big happened. I hung out with some friends and did some fun stuff at church.
But I can definatly say that this has been one of the biggest weeks of my life learning-from-experience wise. There were things that happened...that if I didn't have God...I don't know what I would do.
I am not really going to talk about them because after they happened and maybe were resolved...they are not important.
I kinda can't believe that one week of it has gone by. I never do anything special but that never bothers me.
And it feels like I have to go to school tomorrow =/

Thursday, April 10, 2008

From Brittney and Kayla.

So Brittney and I have decided to stay up until 1 in the morning online. Crazy I know.
Brittney says "It's hot in here" Yeah she is under the covers with the laptop. And wants to write about the pending kentucky trip so here we go...
Well its a 9 hour drive (about) and I am really excited to go down south since I have never been farther south then PA and NJ. I heard the museum is huge so that will be awesome. I don't know what exactly I am suppose to write here since this was Brit's idea....and she is getting a cough drop.
And now she is saying that she doesn't know and that she want's to show pics.
Here's one:

Monday, April 7, 2008

I have apparently been thinking to much lately.

It seems like everything is going wrong. I know I have no control over anything but it feels like I want to and I know I really dont.
Everything is really confusing.
Life is good right now. I mean really good. But like, I don't even know!
Wow I am complaining like crazy.

I mean, I am crying out to God so much. I have no idea why I am so stressed.

God is just so amazing and he's the remedy.

I ran out of words. Sorry.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Persecution and more thoughts

http://www.persecution.com/news/index.cfm?action=fullstory&newsid=599

I'm not sure how many of you reading this have read that artice but even reading it over may have made me think more about it, maybe not.
"All of the leaders have been arrested and are being severly tortured."
"These students shared the Bible and video CD with their friends..."

These kids probably knew that they were going to get arrested for doing this. What bothers me that I am not sharing the Bible with anyone. And I am not going to get arrested if I do share. Matthew 16:24...Am I taking up my cross, devoting my life to God as much as I possibly can.

I think I am more scared than anything. But why be scared...people are going to hear the gospel and I will get to worship in heavan with. But why am I sitting back and letting everything pass by while I do my own "thing"

Matthew 5:14 You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

Even though I want to be hidden I can't be.

Mark 4:21 And He said to them, "Is a lamp brought in to be put under a basket or under a bed and not on a stand"

I think this verse hit me the hardest. Am I under a basket? My light just peaking through at some parts or am I under the bed..light just plain being hidden.

Mark 16:15 And He said to them, "Go into all the world and proclaim the gospel to the whole creation"

I know a lot of my thoughts weren't really organized. But it's been something that God has been showing to me that it's something I personally need to work on in my life. And I know I can't do it on my own but God is faithful.

Pslam 66:20 Blessed be God, because he has not rejected my prayer or removed his steadfast love from me!