Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Video of my life.

Bet you were expecting a video when you read the title weren't you?
Well no, there's no video sorry. I was thinking about how could it would be if you made a video for your entire life when you got older. But then how horrible would it be and what would it show. A lot of mine for the past...4 years would be sports..which are cool but consume a lot of time. A lot of struggle too. Maybe a video wouldn't be such a good idea. It would be neat to see the growth you go through..both physically and spirtually. From the time you were saved until you were an adult (or older). That would be encouraging.
Music is important. Soundtrack to your life. Reminds me of that dumb myspace survey. But honestly, what would you have? I can't think of many songs but maybe during highschool In Wonder- Newsboys and for right now Perspectives- Kutless
This was just a load of ideas that my brain tends to create.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Growing up and etc.

So I think there is about...49 days until this school year ends give or take a few. I will be a junior. Scary. Well not really scary but I just am thinking about growing up. It feels like yesterday that I was starting middle school...but wait I can remember stuff from kindergarden and before my sister was born.
It's weird to think about growing up, I mean it's going so fast but then again life is a vapor and eternity will be amazing.
In two years I will be graduating from high school, now it does sound like a decent amount of time, but for me personally it seems way too short. Friends will be lost, knowledge will be gain, and God will still reign. Who knows...the rapture might happen and all. Whatever God plans. Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil to give you a future and a hope.
I am so glad that God has a plan for me because I don't have one for myself. But I think thats way better in the long run.
It's still amazing to me how fast time passes. I can't comprehend really what happens and if I do, I take too much time out of what I am doing to think about the past. I do it way too often and blow a lot of valuable time.
James 4:14 Yet you don't know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time then vanishes.
I know I probably sound crazy because I am just starting to think about this now, but I kinda like being a kid, but I think....getting my thoughts out and thinking about the concept of growing up makes me realize how short of a time I have to spend on earth...to share the Good News...to give glory to God....learning more about God...I wonder how much time I am going to spend worrying about what Im going to get on finals, my future husband (lol, a job, money etc
Worldly things that don't even matter. Guess its a part of growing up? hmmm...