Growing up and etc.

So I think there is about...49 days until this school year ends give or take a few. I will be a junior. Scary. Well not really scary but I just am thinking about growing up. It feels like yesterday that I was starting middle school...but wait I can remember stuff from kindergarden and before my sister was born.
It's weird to think about growing up, I mean it's going so fast but then again life is a vapor and eternity will be amazing.
In two years I will be graduating from high school, now it does sound like a decent amount of time, but for me personally it seems way too short. Friends will be lost, knowledge will be gain, and God will still reign. Who knows...the rapture might happen and all. Whatever God plans. Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil to give you a future and a hope.
I am so glad that God has a plan for me because I don't have one for myself. But I think thats way better in the long run.
It's still amazing to me how fast time passes. I can't comprehend really what happens and if I do, I take too much time out of what I am doing to think about the past. I do it way too often and blow a lot of valuable time.
James 4:14 Yet you don't know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time then vanishes.
I know I probably sound crazy because I am just starting to think about this now, but I kinda like being a kid, but I think....getting my thoughts out and thinking about the concept of growing up makes me realize how short of a time I have to spend on earth...to share the Good News...to give glory to God....learning more about God...I wonder how much time I am going to spend worrying about what Im going to get on finals, my future husband (lol, a job, money etc
Worldly things that don't even matter. Guess its a part of growing up? hmmm...