Tuesday, September 23, 2008

God...shines through the hard times

Summer ended very quickly for me especially when field hockey season started... I really got bad at blogging during that time but hah that's according to God's will so let it be.
Summer taught me a number of lessons. Some were absolutely common sense and some came as a surprise....planning your summer out...don't even bother, don't even bother to make lists of things your gonna do..we don't know the future and only God does...letting HIM take control was one thing I absolutely struggled with...Being a goalie it's something you can have little control of or a lot. Most of the time it's in between.
You can't control how your team is going to play offensively but defensively you can guide them to control the ball. You can control how in shape you are, how good your clears are or how well you can angle up to the ball but you can't control the other team's fast breaks, power plays or slapshots....How often am I defending myself and God...how much will I step up to the plate?
School def gave me many reasons to desire God more and more in itself. It's so easy to blow up on someone for saying something you really dislike/ or doing something you don't agree with...jumping in on complaining..gossiping...etc
I can't even count how many times I have done that in one day itself

The title of my blog really doesnt explain what im writing about but the struggles I have gone through i sorta explained a little

My grandma is going through some really bad health issues right now. Her body is tired. I have never clung to God so much in my life.
I pray that in the good times and the normal times (if that is ever possible) that I can cling to him

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